2023年7月8日

      吃完晚饭回到酒店，几位都在。

      我委在沙发睡着了，醒来已是半夜，人都去了，只剩空空的客厅。

      昨夜失眠，很久没这样了，后半夜两点没睡着，闭眼全是横画竖画的笔触，睁眼一片漆黑。下床抽烟再喝酒，再上床已是天明。

      本想睡个懒觉，还是被闹钟整醒了。无力，还得下楼画画。
      剪了个头发，吃了西红柿面，下午体力见好，慢入佳境，修改背景。

2023年7月8日
      吃完晚飯回到酒店，幾位都在。
      我委在沙發睡著了，醒來已是半夜，人都去了，只剩空空的客廳。
      昨晚失眠，很久沒這樣了，後半夜兩點沒睡著，閉眼全是橫畫豎畫的筆觸，睜眼一片漆黑。下床抽菸再喝酒，再上床已是天明。
      本想睡個懶覺，還是被鬧鐘整醒了。無力，還得下樓畫畫。
      剪了個頭髮，吃了西紅柿麵，下午體力見好，慢入佳境，修改背景。

July 8, 2023
      I went back to the hotel after dinner, and they were all there.
      I fell asleep on the sofa. When I woke up in the middle of the night, everyone was gone, leaving me in the empty living room.
      I couldn't sleep last night – I hadn't been like this in a long time. Couldn't sleep at two in the morning. When I closed my eyes, I could see all the horizontal and vertical strokes, but when I opened them there was only darkness. I got out of bed, smoked and drank. Didn't go back till dawn.
      I wanted to sleep in this morning, but the alarm clock woke me up. I felt weak, but still, I had to go downstairs and paint.
      I got a haircut and had noodles with eggs and tomatoes. In the afternoon, I got better and slowly found the feeling that I was going for. I modified the background.